Seek: And He will show Himself to you!
The word, “seek” is used in the Scriptures unlike in common parlance, to refer to the relationship between human beings and God. Interestingly, in the Hebrew Scriptures, it is human beings who seek the Lord God. For instance, the Psalmist prays: “It is your face, Oh Lord, that I seek. Hide not your face from me” (Psalm 27:7-8). Or David tells Solomon, “As for you, Solomon, my son, know the God of your father and serve Him with a perfect heart and a willing soul… If you seek Him, He will let Himself be found by you… (1Chr 28:9).
In the Gospels, there is a new dimension to the word, “seek”. It is not merely that we human beings seek God, but it is God who seeks us out. Jesus would emphatically state, “The Son of Man has come to seek and to save the lost” (LK19:10). So, another important aspect of prayer is to seek the face of God, but above all, to become aware of the God who seeks us out. Seeking, in spiritual life, is going beyond our ordinary way of life, to some extent being discontent with a creaturely existence to take the risk of looking for the higher dimension.
Knock: And you will find that it is He who was knocking!
The word “knock” is used in two contexts in the New Testament. First, in the context of prayer as we heard in the Gospel reading of today. Second, in the Book of Revelations: “Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If one of you hears me calling and opens the door, I will come in to share a meal at that person’s side” (Rev 3:20). Therefore, after all, it is not we who are knocking. It is God, in Christ, who is knocking at the door of our heart. So then, is prayer becoming aware of the sound of the knock of God at the door of our heart? Here we encounter the God of surprises. We begin to become mystics who are sure of what will satisfy our inner longings and are ready to open the doors to the divine visitation. St. Therese of Lisieux described prayer as a “surge of the heart”. It is more than just words in our heads. It is truly sharing with God our deepest longings, joys, sorrows, and feelings. Prayer is a relationship!
Fr Tom Kunnel, C.O.